When Sadhana Becomes a Delusion and a Waste of Effort?

Right from the very beginning of one’s spiritual life, one must understand clearly that in true ‘humanity’—sincere desire to root out gradually pride, egoism and jealousy, earnest and unceasing introspection to find out one’s own defects and improve oneself—lies one’s hope of progress. Without this basis, any form of Sadhana becomes a delusion and a waste. It makes the aspirant puffed up, more proud and egoistic. When this happens, all good advice and instructions fall flat upon him. Higher influences cease to have any effect as the aspirant becomes deliberately and obstinately non-receptive to them. Eternal vigilance should be exercised if he is to avoid falling into this dangerous state. Spiritual life is not a light matter.

Source: pgs 46 - 47, Daily Readings by Swami Sivananda